Wednesday, October 28, 2009

25 Oct 2009

that day i call him and ask what am i to him...he answered,a closest friend he never had before...its ok..n from that day,i told him to stop calling me darling,dear or deng since we're just friend.coz aku xmok diriku syg glak ngn nya...once benda ya t'jadi,aku xkn dpt nk melepaskn nya...eventhough i know he has girlfriend yg sama tmpt belajar ngn aku n nya..



malam ya,mek 2 on call smpe kol 4 pg..mcm2 jak d kaka..in the end,i cried..i cried so many times...sedih coz nya pdh nya mok aku terbang tggi...sebebas bebasnya coz ya adalah diri aku yg sebenar...aku pdh ngn nya,setinngi ni pun terbang,akan kembali ke tmpt asal bcoz nya cari sesuatu yg nya hilang....setinggi ni pun terbang,tp tanpa arah tujuan,x guna....setinggi ni pun terbang,bila nya blk ke tmpt asal n tau yg xda apa yg menunggu nya,HAMPA,KECEWA,SAKIT HATI akn tersemat di hati..



then nya diam jak..nya pdh nya x mok aku sedih....tp,wlu apa pun yg nya lakukan,aku ttp sedih n nangis...smpi kembang mata...huhuhu...i'm so sorry.....i dont know what to do...it hurts me more than you know..huhuhu..aku rasa down glak2....assgnmnt pun buat ckit2...tp nsb baik smpt hbs..huhu..
thanx to my friend yg memahami saat2 aku mcm ya...syg ktkorg aie..thanx glak2..xtu nk buat apa without ktkorg..and for him,i'll try to treat you like a friend..coz that is what u want...

things that happen 4 months ago....

I hate you...
When you make me sad....
When you make me cry...
I hate you....
At every time you hurt my feelings...
Make me waiting for nothing...
Make me wonder were our loves will go???
I hate you...
When you give me false hope...
When you still want to win in our fight even though it was your fault...
I hate you..
That even if there is one fine day, I see you,
I’ll never walk with you...
I’ll never say a word to you..
I’ll never smile to you...
That is because..I HATE YOU!!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

FESKEM

lmk dh nk buat blog actually...baru skrg nk buat coz dh x thn nk simpan sorang2...

mmg dpt luahkn kat org lain but the thing is sik semua org ada masa nk dgr curahan hati kita...tol x???ok2..berbalik pasal feskem...


my 'U' ada wat feskem bln 8 ya tek..me and my friends pegilah 3 hari berturut2...mok kmpl cop tek nk..mok x mok tpaksa juak pg eventhough mekorg bnyk keja nk buat & lth glak2...huhu...


enuf bout that..hari ke 3 pg feskem...at that time we was so happy coz our friends da juak g...guys la...hehe...kmkorg lepak2 kat tepi pokok ya tanpa peduli ngn mc yg bsg mcm burung murai....waaa..jahat eh...anok mc dah...
huhu....

then mcm ni ka my eyes gago2 jak tgk org sekeliling..tba2 jak da tgk 'nya' ngn grknya...uwaaa....time ya x tau nk buat apa..but i can feel that my eyes dh berair...rasa mok nangis jak...hlg mood weh...my fren sorang jak tau time ya...nya trs teman aku g toilet..hurm...i dont know what to do...if dpt,aku x mok jumpa nya ngn grk nya kat U tok...sakit hati....huhu.. :'(




duhai hati...
bersabarlah......
duhai hati...
tabahlah..........
duhai hati...
cekal lah dikau..

3 July 2009

at that day,it was my 1st time i met him since we was little...

gosh..he so handsome...seriously,i'm really2 miss him..
he is the guy that aku carik dari kecik gik...

bjumpa semula di alam maya (fs,tagged and so on) then jumpa secara real on that day.coz aku mtk tlg nya hntr ke sukma...have sumting 2 do....sanggupnya...dari samarahan dtg ke mtg ambik kau then hntr ke sukma..thank you so much dear....

then aku dpt tau nya sama belajar ngn aku..wow..best eh..heppi...but then i knew that he has a girlfriend...seyes....aku rasa mcm nk menjerit jak.WHAT??? he has a girlfriend who study kat tmpt yg sama ngn aku???

OMG......this is really...........erm...dun know wat 2 say...off~

Monday, October 26, 2009

yOu KnOw ThAt f33LiNg

When you look at him and think...wow I LOVE HIM but we're just friends..Or maybe when he looks at her it hurts so much sometimes..Whenever you in love with him and he's in love with her..You love everything about him and he loves everything about her.You wasted all your 11:11 wishes on him..You kept it in for so long...No one knows how confuse you..Do you tell him you like him??? Or you kept it in.as usual its CONFUSING.or its 'COMPLICATED' is your answer when someone asks you whats wrong..When you look at them together your eyes fill up with tears,because you love him..YOU LOVE HIM SO MUCH!!! And sometimes you just wish him knew your LOVE...

dari word ya mst ktkorg tau nk pa yg jd...hurm...that kind of feeling is very hard to control..i mean,kt tau nya da grk tp kt still juak suka ngn nya..stil juak mok ngn nya...huhu..hati n perasaan nang x dpt nk d bulak..if ktkorg gne?what will u do???